2 1/2 lbs in July ...

I shouldn't be disappointed, i know that. I'm 22 weeks pregnant and should be over the moon THRILLED to be at a 130 lb loss in 11 months. I'm just going through a phase, it will pass I'm sure. Part of me is afraid that i'm falling into an old habit of finding an excuse to let myself "slide". Though i guess if you want a valid excuse being pregnant is a good one. The rational part of me knows that if i don't eat the carbs and calories baby will not grow right, so i do it. The irrational part of me feels super guilty for "cheating" on my diet and hindering myself. I just need to find a happy middle and keep reminding myself as soon as this baby is born, i am going right back on the right path, no if, ands or butts about it, nor any excuses!!!