Last supper?

I've been thinking a lot lately about the changes i need to make in my life, in specific my eating habits. Since portion control is the issue at hand when speaking of what my eating will mostly focus on post surgery, i've specifically thought about it like the "last supper". Today for instance, Thanksgiving. Stuffing oneself with turkey, dressing, mashed potatoes and desserts. Next year it just won't be an option. You'd think i'd be sad about that, but truthfully i'm actually looking forward to it. When it's no longer an option to overeat i've totally taken charge, i can't fall back, i can't choose to be indulgent, it just isn't an option. I have been thinking of it like other things, for instance right now running a marathon is just not an option, however you never know a couple years from now.....Overeating will no longer be an option for me, but there will be so many other options that open up because of it, isn't that fabulous!
Happy Thanksgiving to all!